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[Nov. 22nd, 2009|10:28 pm] |
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YES. the day has finally arrived, the boys has ended their A's means i get to see them more often from now till they get their ass into army.
but this is a love/hate thing, i love it that they are free but i hate it because i still have school and common tests coming up.
hamstrings are dead from nationals training and i've been eating like mad ever since training ended yesterday. whats happening?! |
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[Nov. 10th, 2009|11:45 pm] |
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We were made to watch this show for our IS class today. Its quite the perfect show if you're terribly confuse over love or infatuation. Managed to grab hold important lessons after the show but its just a show though.
Harry Burns: I love that you get cold when it's 71 degrees out. I love that it takes you an hour and a half to order a sandwich. I love that you get a little crinkle above your nose when you're looking at me like I'm nuts. I love that after I spend the day with you, I can still smell your perfume on my clothes. And I love that you are the last person I want to talk to before I go to sleep at night. And it's not because I'm lonely, and it's not because it's New Year's Eve. I came here tonight because when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible.
Sally Albright: You see? That is just like you, Harry. You say things like that, and you make it impossible for me to hate you.
Harry Burns: Would you like to have dinner?... Just friends.
Sally Albright: I thought you didn't believe men and women could be friends.
Harry Burns: When did I say that?
Sally Albright: On the ride to New York.
Harry Burns: No, no, no, I never said that... Yes, that's right, they can't be friends. Unless both of them are involved with other people, then they can... This is an amendment to the earlier rule. If the two people are in relationships, the pressure of possible involvement is lifted... That doesn't work either, because what happens then is, the person you're involved with can't understand why you need to be friends with the person you're just friends with. Like it means something is missing from the relationship and why do you have to go outside to get it? And when you say "No, no, no it's not true, nothing is missing from the relationship," the person you're involved with then accuses you of being secretly attracted to the person you're just friends with, which you probably are. I mean, come on, who the hell are we kidding, let's face it. Which brings us back to the earlier rule before the amendment, which is men and women can't be friends.
Harry Burns: I came here tonight because when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible.
Harry Burns: There are two kinds of women: high maintenance and low maintenance.
Sally Albright: Which one am I?
Harry Burns: You're the worst kind; you're high maintenance but you think you're low maintenance.
Sally Albright: I don't see that.
Harry Burns: You don't see that? Waiter, I'll begin with a house salad, but I don't want the regular dressing. I'll have the balsamic vinegar and oil, but on the side. And then the salmon with the mustard sauce, but I want the mustard sauce on the side. "On the side" is a very big thing for you.
Sally Albright: Well, I just want it the way I want it.
Harry Burns: I know; high maintenance. |
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| because you had a bad day |
[Oct. 25th, 2009|10:42 pm] |
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I was damn kay kiang today, decided to make macarons on my own without the help of the boys because we promised to make it together.
i thought by following the recipe I can get a decent piece of macaron at least. but I just gave up when I squeezed out the crap from the piping bag, it won't even be circular. in the end i ended up with rectangular macarons.
and I was cutting my nails besied the laptop, BAD MOVE, one nail flew into the buttons and so happen its the space button. I've been having trouble ever since making space for myself.
FUCK |
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| The great feast |
[Oct. 24th, 2009|12:35 am] |
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I can't stop eating nowadays. I don't want to go down the dark, long, gloomy path of being fat once again. i had prata after 10pm just now, that is twice in two weeks. plus I've been buying snacks that I never see myself buying and eating in school, snacks such as yan yan or yam yam the one you dip the stick with the oh so sweet sauce and I never imagine myself dipping my fingers into the sauce and licking the oh so sweet strawberry and chocolate sauce because i ran out of biscuit sticks.
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[Sep. 30th, 2009|12:42 am] |
i'm mother fucking pissed now.
at this stage you still have so much pride in you to not take the first step forward just because i've always done so for us and now you think you're riding on the back seat of the car not bothering to put your foot down to stop and take one step forward for us?
NICE just nice.
you have no idea that i still care. goodluck in thinking we're best at being miserable.
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[Sep. 18th, 2009|01:16 am] |
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damian the sunken ship
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[Sep. 14th, 2009|11:01 pm] |
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| | theory of a deadman - not meant to be | ] |
this song sets the tone so damn fucking well. i got a love/hate relationship with it, its sang so nicely yet the lyrics relate so well to everything and i don't want that to happen =/
It's never enough to say I'm sorry
It's never enough to say I care
But I'm caught between what you
Wanted from me, and knowing
If I give that to ya
I might just disappear.
Nobody wins when everyone's losing
Oh, it's like
One step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I can't change your mind,
Oh, it's like
Trying to turn around on a one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me and I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be
It's never enough to say I love you
No, it's never enough to say I try
It's hard to believe that's there's
No way out for you and me
And it seems to be,
The story of our life
Nobody wins when everyone's losing
It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I can't change your mind, oh
It's like trying to turn around on a
One way street. I can't give
You what you want and it's killing me
And I, I'm starting to see
That maybe we're not meant to be
There's still time to turn this around
Should we be building this up
Instead of tearing it down
But I keep thinking
Maybe it's too late.
It's like one step forward
And two steps back,
No matter what I do
You're always mad
And I, can't change your mind, oh
It's like tryin to turn around
On a one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me and I,
I finally see,
Baby that we're not meant to be
It's like one step forward,
And two steps back,
No matter what I do
You're always mad,
And I, Baby I'm sorry to see,
Maybe that we're not meant to be
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[Sep. 8th, 2009|12:03 pm] |
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i have trouble sleeping for the past 2 weeks. i put myself to sleep by watching love movies on my ipod.
movies like definitely, maybe, love actually, the holiday, marley & me...
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| the time traveler's wife |
[Sep. 1st, 2009|11:05 am] |
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WHO WANTS TO WATCH TIME TRAVELER'S WIFE WITH ME?! everyone is gonna watch with their dates/girlfriends! fuck.
i hope i can finish the book before the opening day and the song in the trailer suits the whole movie, DAMN NIZE.
broke by lifehouse
The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting though i still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain, there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you
The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
with a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain (in the pain), is there healing
In your name (in your name) I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin')
I'm barely holdin' on to you
I'm hangin' on another day
Just to see what you throw my way
And I'm hanging on to the words you say
You said that I will be OK
The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
with a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain(In the pain) there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),
I'm barely holdin' on to you
I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),
I'm barely holdin' on to you |
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[Aug. 29th, 2009|07:04 pm] |
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funny shit. every tourist is doing the same shit!
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[Aug. 26th, 2009|12:21 am] |
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i'm controlling, suppressing and ignoring...
to no success.
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[Aug. 24th, 2009|10:10 pm] |
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it would be nice to wake up to this everyday
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[Aug. 24th, 2009|09:56 pm] |
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just some sharing:
fuckyeahstrangefinds.tumblr.com - 
  i would love to see tom fucking up jerry's life one day.
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| counting down |
[Aug. 24th, 2009|09:47 pm] |
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schools been out for me since last monday because of study week.
saddest thing is that my 2 papers fall on the last 2 days of exam week, depends on how i see it, more time to study or less time to slack?
the only 2 modules tested are also the ones i detest because both just fall under the category of ENGINEERING AT ITS MOST EXTREME FORM.
i don't see myself being confident at all despite trying to salvage whatever time that is left for me to understand and memorize.
just can't wait for friday, 11am.
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[Aug. 13th, 2009|10:24 pm] |
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i hate this week, 3 papers in 3 days straight. wednesday thursday and friday. i'm almost dead. i need the fucking weekends right fucking now.
yesterday my 74 was particularly late, when i saw it from a distance i told myself "finally, its about time huh." when it got closer, i discovered its an open-fucking-air bus. the feeling sucks, its like waiting for so long for your mcspicy chicken burger and when you finally got it, you open the box, some bastard bite half of the burger already. so i was stuck with a huge dilemma, board the bus and suffer heat for 1hr or wait for an air-con bus which will take don't know how long. i was late already so i boarded the 60s bus to school.
half fucking way i had it, i left the fucking hot bus and waited for 52. 45mins late for class.
today i ordered blueberry waffle at canteen 2 and usually waffle aunty never fucks up orders. today, its either she became deaf or blind. she gave me kaya and the kaya was buried in that i had to take 3 bites to discover it. fuck up.
i hate the exam period, everyone is in a different course so we all have seperate exam schedules. everyone is just hidden in their own green pod studying now and they'll only blossom once exams are done. so for this period of time, it sucks because certain friends are missing. i miss them.
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[Aug. 4th, 2009|12:19 am] |
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though it was a short while, time spent with them during dinner and after was good enough to forget everything that is bothering me.
can't wait for a night like this.
if only army didn't take most of them away. clearly they are the current antidote right now.
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| awake because i want you to feel my presence |
[Jul. 29th, 2009|01:18 am] |
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i foolishly dived during training and re-open my wound. but i think all wounds has its degree of pain and i think mine has gone through its climax.
somehow it doesn't hurt when i bathed or am i too numb already?
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